I’m in quite the conundrum right now. Idk whether to txt the girl that I really like again. I think she’s mad at me because I got jealous for no reason. I don’t want to make the same mistake that I have made with other girls I was talking to but idk what to do. I think I should just wait for her to txt me because the ball is in her court right now. Idk ill just let this play out and wait to see what she says and see how this plays out. Ugh I hate when this happens
Wow it’s been a little and so much to catch up on but just a little update for now. Met a girl and she’s pretty amazing and it’s literally the best sex of my life and it better than any girl I’ve ever met but idk how it could work. She’s older and has a child. Idk I’m confused on that a little but I’m now back at work for a little bit before my surgery. It’s good to be back that’s for sure.
Tonight was a great night. Had a date with the beautiful Lauren. We went to outback for appetizers and drinks then went bar hopping and now back to my place to watch some movies. There’s just always something special about getting to know a girl. I don’t know what it is but it sure is fun.
Oh yesss ♥
Another good day. Seems like my life is falling into place for the better. I would of never thought I would be at this point so soon. I just thank god for everything he has done for me. Becoming closer with my brother has been awesome too. We’re gonna move into a beach house for summer break. I can’t wait for that. It’s going to be amazing. I’m pretty tired now though from helping my cousins bf Chris build a bunch of furniture that he bought. So many pieces for no reason haha. Also got two free tickets to the zac brown band, edc, and a couple of the basketball games. I can’t make it to a few of them though and not even sure if I would be able to go to the zac brown band or any of it because I might be out of town. Been trying to find people to give it away too but so far nobody would be able to use them either. Was thinking about giving them to Kristine and her boyfriend but idk. Don’t want her to take it the wrong way and bitch me out so I don’t think I’m going to. We’re not friends at this point I’m our lives so I don’t think I should even offer it. If I can’t give them to anyone they would be a waste which would be unfortunate. Should give them to a homeless man to sell. Lol. Who knows.
NASCAR tomorrow and more building and then a kickback at my place :) Should be an amusing day for me lol
Wow what a dream. It was about
Me in school. Went into class and sat at the table with all girls. We were talking having. Good time and then they invited me to a slumber party lol. Then we appeared outside and we had to make our own bread which was actually really good. John roach beat me down the stairs which I still don’t know how that happened lol then saved so bread for Sheridan and she loved it and then I woke up lol
Finally back in Vegas in my own bed. It feels good to be back. California and Seattle was really fun but nothing like being in your own bed. Things are so much different now. It’s crazy how things change. I live on my own I travel every week so it’s like I’m never home alone haha. Which is good so I don’t go crazy. My mom came to town yesterday and we had some drinks it was a good surprise. Might get to come back to work soon if my surgery goes well. That would be awesome. But not as awesome if I could find my damn charger for my phone case! Lol. So irritating. Nobody I know has it. I thought for sure Kristine had it since I let her use it for a while but I guess not so it looks like I’m going to have to buy one :(